Sunday, March 6, 2011

Green.

My body aches.

That walk today morphed into something more. I had no idea what was going to happen.

I walked with them everywhere around town. We went into shops and everything.

However, the course veered off into the unknown.

But it was everything I've known.

The forest weaves with paths seen and unseen,
yet I've seen them all.

I couldn't stop moving through it. And I never wanted to leave.

Its my save haven.

Every day, I pray for complete peace. Somewhere to be when I can't seem to intake any breath. And today, I achieved in my search for that perfect place, that safe haven.

If they weren't with me, I would have broken down.

The ground laden with wet misgivings and misfortune- the toil and misunderstanding I've had to endure for all of my days on this earth, and possibly more.

You won't understand.

I don't expect you to.

But know this. I won't be in this town for much longer.

I plan on leaving, because I cannot and will not bear these people.

I have to go.